A Million Little Dirty Looks

I'm at a starbucks in new jersey. Had time to kill in between the job and my therapy session so I'm getting some caffeine. I used to not be able to drink coffee, the caffeine would amplify my anxiety past an unbearable point. The meds I take make me feel sluggish so now the caffeine evens me out instead of making me freak out. I was trying to read the book "A Million Little Pieces" by James Frey, it's definitely worth reading, even though it's his memoir that turned out to be overly embellished and partially made up. I had to abandon reading because there is this woman chasing around her little girl which isn't the problem. The woman is chewing gum so loudly that I can't even think straight. It sounds like she's chewing inside of my head, it's all I can hear. I want to ask her to stop. All I can hear is chewing chewing chewing.

I don't want to go to the doctor…

Home 7:44 pm. I just got home. My session was ok I didn't feel like sharing too much today. My post got cut short earlier. I was taking a shit at the starbucks and I guess the lock didn't work on the door. It wasn't a private stall. It was one of those one person at a time kind of public restrooms. I locked the door behind me but that didn't seem to matter because mid shit I was interrupted by an older gentlman probably in his early 50's well dressed in a nice suit and a long coat. I wasn't so much bothered by him walking in on me as I was the fact that he took a nice long look at me before turning around and leaving. I didn't say anything when he first oepend the door. He saw me, I saw him. I said nothing. Then he stared right at me for a long 2 or 3 seconds until for whatever reason I apologized to him. I'm sorry. He said nothing, turned and left.

2 comments

  1. Tis an estreamly good book. Im in the prosses of reading it along with another book and its hard for me to find ones im intrested in but that one is deff good. Sry about the dude walking in on you at starbucks and if you havent had the white chocolate mocha I recomend it. Just becouse its the only thing ive ever drank from there lol later tater

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  2. Tis an estreamly good book. Im in the prosses of reading it along with another book and its hard for me to find ones im intrested in but that one is deff good. Sry about the dude walking in on you at starbucks and if you havent had the white chocolate mocha I recomend it. Just becouse its the only thing ive ever drank from there lol later tater

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