i often feel as if i don’t know who i am. i don’t know what i like or even what i want. i often find myself getting angry about the way people around me are acting or what they are saying. Even though i’ve acted that way or have said those things myself. Maybe i’m not angry at that them, i’m just angry at myself.
i get this sense that i don’t know if i like the things i like. i’ve been lying and trying so hard to just fit in somewhere for so long that i don’t remember what it was i really liked and what i was just pretending to like. Am i into the things i’m into just because they give me a place to belong? They give me a group to be a part of. Who am i?